Part 2 - My Girlfriend Was Kissing... But it wasn't ME! Longs Story!?

3. She tells me I’ve never tried talking to her over the past few days or that week… Here is how the conversation goes:

*Knock on door* *No reply* *Knock again* *Her mum answers*

Me: HEY Mel! Is Theresa home?

Her Mum: Theresa John’s home!

*Theresa on computer vigorously trying to close programs*? No need to explain what was being closed.

Her: HEY BABY!!!

ME: Hey baby! *Feeling sad, Frowning* Why didn’t you open the door for me?

Her: Uhhh *EVIL EYES!! AHH!* I was busy doing homework so don’t bother me! F/K! I’m sorry! Ill open the door for you next time gosh… if was such a big deal…

*I cut her off*

Me: *Giving her the WTF face tilting my head* I said why you couldn’t open the door… B*tch?! *hand signs* You don’t know me! Ima full tym gangsta! For shizzle…. now if that offended you… ummm word?

IM KIDDING! I DIDN’T SAY THAT! GOSH…. Read on ?

Me: *Giving her the WTF Face tilting my head* I said baby, why couldn’t you open the door? Now if that offended you… ummm you being serious?

Her: *DEMON POSSESED!* Can you just F/K OFF!?... Just LEAVE ME ALONE! GO AWAY!!

Me: *Squinting my eyes* Right… I’ll be in the room if you need any help with homework.

Ok, there it is, a small conversation, but readers please understand that she wasn’t always like this. Week prior to this, she was so lovey-dovey so to speak. She would run to the door like a little fairy prancing around and open the door, jumping into my arms, holding me, kissing me, she would tell me how much she loved me and how much she missed me. Oh and just to make sure I get it out there, yes we were sexually active and I didn’t have a problem getting her to a climax, and no I don’t have a small d*ck and my tongue could get her to climax in a matter of minutes… Eww right? Just letting you know that it was problems in bed that lead to this “CHEATING”

4. Need I say more?... You probably would of stop reading by now zzzzZZZzZz! NO! FIGHT IT! READ ON SOLDIER! I NEED YOUR HELP! Honestly if you need more reasons just uhh I don’t know message me? Anyways!

I need help in pointing me in the right direction. But it F/ kills me to know the truth. I am rotting away. Feel so detached from life now. I feel so lifeless. It pains my heart and soul, everything to do with me aches. In a way I wanted to know all this information. Sorry, but please read this. PLEASE understand why I need you to. I need help. Ok I got to admit that I am the violent type of guy and don’t jump into conclusions! I DON’T HIT WOMEN! In fact! She is the abusive one believe it or not! I’m from a Pacific-Islander background so I was taught to respect women. Yes I know when growing up with sisters in the family they would get annoying and I would pinch them or smack them, but that’s ok… cause when dad got home… I was a dead man… and they had the last laugh. Ok anyways, like I was saying I get violent, buy only when my feelings are crushed and played with but other then that call me the peaceful giant. Back to the story, she says violence doesn’t solve anything. But what could she possibly know about how I’m feeling? The emotional struggle I have to face for the past few days. Honestly I want to smash the sh*t out of this person, this so called guy who changed everything. I’m out for blood. Violence solves things for me. I can’t stand around and do nothing about it. She tells me that everything will be ok, nothing to worry about. I love you so much and I was a fool, it was a mistake, I will never do it again. Then she promises me about 1342543654876 (YES I COUNTED! GOSH) different promises in convincing me to stay. Its ok for her, she can say that loud and proud. Her reward is getting me back and in return what do I get? More heart ache, more struggles to forgive. I’M OUT FOR BLOOD. But I find it so difficult to do nothing about it. This guy has tormented my life. His impact on my relationship is so devastating; it’s bringing my life to ruins. I can’t just sit around twiddle my thumbs and relax. But I have to force myself. It’s so hard. It’s so F/ hard. It literally brings me to tears. I can’t face the fact that it was a silly mistake, she tells me over and over and over and over *8 years later* and over and over and over! You get the picture, She says it was a mistake. But I know too much. I took people’s advice when I wanted to investigate; they told that I should just find out why she did it. The more I unearthed, the harder it became to bare. I just need help in trying to work things out with her. If you could send me an email or anything please to help, do so Contact? Made_In_Tonga@hotmail.com or just search me up on www.Facebook.com with the Made_In_Tonga@hotmail.com and add me.

I am desperately searching for help, from anyone. Now I am begging you to help me. I am not sure if taking her back was the right decision or should I just leave. I am completely, well... was completely in love with her and trying to overcome my problems and love her completely, please understand that its so hardPart 2 - My Girlfriend Was Kissing... But it wasn't ME! Longs Story!?
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';She tells me I’ve never tried talking to her over the past few days or that week… Here is how the conversation goes:

*Knock on door* *No reply* *Knock again* *Her mum answers*

Me: HEY Mel! Is Theresa home?

Her Mum: Theresa John’s home!

*Theresa on computer vigorously trying to close programs*? No need to explain what was being closed.

Her: HEY BABY!!!

ME: Hey baby! *Feeling sad, Frowning* Why didn’t you open the door for me?

Her: Uhhh *EVIL EYES!! AHH!* I was busy doing homework so don’t bother me! F/K! I’m sorry! Ill open the door for you next time gosh… if was such a big deal…

*I cut her off*

Me: *Giving her the WTF face tilting my head* I said why you couldn’t open the door… B*tch?! *hand signs* You don’t know me! Ima full tym gangsta! For shizzle…. now if that offended you… ummm word?

IM KIDDING! I DIDN’T SAY THAT! GOSH…. Read on ?

Me: *Giving her the WTF Face tilting my head* I said baby, why couldn’t you open the door? Now if that offended you… ummm you being serious?

Her: *DEMON POSSESED!* Can you just F/K OFF!?... Just LEAVE ME ALONE! GO AWAY!!

Me: *Squinting my eyes* Right… I’ll be in the room if you need any help with homework.

Ok, there it is, a small conversation, but readers please understand that she wasn’t always like this. Week prior to this, she was so lovey-dovey so to speak. She would run to the door like a little fairy prancing around and open the door, jumping into my arms, holding me, kissing me, she would tell me how much she loved me and how much she missed me. Oh and just to make sure I get it out there, yes we were sexually active and I didn’t have a problem getting her to a climax, and no I don’t have a small d*ck and my tongue could get her to climax in a matter of minutes… Eww right? Just letting you know that it was problems in bed that lead to this “CHEATING”

4. Need I say more?... You probably would of stop reading by now zzzzZZZzZz! NO! FIGHT IT! READ ON SOLDIER! I NEED YOUR HELP! Honestly if you need more reasons just uhh I don’t know message me? Anyways!

I need help in pointing me in the right direction. But it F/ kills me to know the truth. I am rotting away. Feel so detached from life now. I feel so lifeless. It pains my heart and soul, everything to do with me aches. In a way I wanted to know all this information. Sorry, but please read this. PLEASE understand why I need you to. I need help. Ok I got to admit that I am the violent type of guy and don’t jump into conclusions! I DON’T HIT WOMEN! In fact! She is the abusive one believe it or not! I’m from a Pacific-Islander background so I was taught to respect women. Yes I know when growing up with sisters in the family they would get annoying and I would pinch them or smack them, but that’s ok… cause when dad got home… I was a dead man… and they had the last laugh. Ok anyways, like I was saying I get violent, buy only when my feelings are crushed and played with but other then that call me the peaceful giant. Back to the story, she says violence doesn’t solve anything. But what could she possibly know about how I’m feeling? The emotional struggle I have to face for the past few days. Honestly I want to smash the sh*t out of this person, this so called guy who changed everything. I’m out for blood. Violence solves things for me. I can’t stand around and do nothing about it. She tells me that everything will be ok, nothing to worry about. I love you so much and I was a fool, it was a mistake, I will never do it again. Then she promises me about 1342543654876 (YES I COUNTED! GOSH) different promises in convincing me to stay. Its ok for her, she can say that loud and proud. Her reward is getting me back and in return what do I get? More heart ache, more struggles to forgive. I’M OUT FOR BLOOD. But I find it so difficult to do nothing about it. This guy has tormented my life. His impact on my relationship is so devastating; it’s bringing my life to ruins. I can’t just sit around twiddle my thumbs and relax. But I have to force myself. It’s so hard. It’s so F/ hard. It literally brings me to tears. I can’t face the fact that it was a silly mistake, she tells me over and over and over and over *8 years later* and over and over and over! You get the picture, She says it was a mistake. But I know too much. I took people’s advice when I wanted to investigate; they told that I should just find out why she did it. The more I unearthed, the harder it became to bare. I just need help in trying to work things out with her. If you could send me an email or anything please to help, do so Contact? Made_In_Tonga@hotmail.com or just search me up on www.Facebook.com with the Made_In_Tonga@hotmail.com and add me.

I am desperately searching for help, from anyone. Now I am begging you to help me. I am not sure if taking her back was the right decision or should I just leave. I am completely, well... was completely in love with her and trying to overcome my problems and love her completely, please unPart 2 - My Girlfriend Was Kissing... But it wasn't ME! Longs Story!?
Dump her.... I'm just sayin!